Story ; Too Much Burden on Path.
Wherever I'm going I just want to make sure that my life is not happen in the nutshell. Because it's scary, surrounded by things that make you comfortable enough until you scared to go somewhere else.
That's why I stop using Path----------------
There's no relation with the investment of Bakrie Group, though x)
I just feel like I don't enjoy everything I upload to Path.
First, I always greed for feedback. I know it sounds childish, immature, or whatever. But since I grow up right now and I have a lot of things to do, a lot of place to go, a lot of things happen, a lot of songs I heard, and a lot of thoughts in my mind to share. I always want to show off by upload and check in. And I'm not enjoying my current mood, my current visit, my current thought. The showing off eat me alive and I have to stop it. I have to looking around and not seeing on feedback. Path bukan hanya membuat saya jadi individu yang semakin buruk dengan menjudge seseorang dari apa yang di uploadnya but also I feel pain behind what are they upload. So it's better for me not to see any of that.
Second, the comparison between myself and other people. I have this competitive thing that always burned me to death. I always compare myself to everyone. I feel sorry for myself, so I said "hey self. This immature thing has to stop right now. You don't deserve this, it's better for us to keep everything as a complete story on Blog". Now I am watching people doing their activity, doing their own business with their own thought, their own perspective. Suddenly I realize, even someone you think you know the most has their own thought, their own secret, their own life.. And in the end, just each of us can help ourself. Because the one that has responsibility to our life is ourself.
Third, recently I've been cut off one by one burden that feel so heavy to carry on, termasuk salah satunya adalah menghapus Path account. I am right now focused on my career, family, and bestfriend. Oh, and traveling I guess ;)
Saya tidak menyesal baru menyadari ini setelah 600-an moments on Path.
It takes one moment to anything in your life, right?
-singing Human by Christina Perri-
That's why I stop using Path----------------
There's no relation with the investment of Bakrie Group, though x)
I just feel like I don't enjoy everything I upload to Path.
First, I always greed for feedback. I know it sounds childish, immature, or whatever. But since I grow up right now and I have a lot of things to do, a lot of place to go, a lot of things happen, a lot of songs I heard, and a lot of thoughts in my mind to share. I always want to show off by upload and check in. And I'm not enjoying my current mood, my current visit, my current thought. The showing off eat me alive and I have to stop it. I have to looking around and not seeing on feedback. Path bukan hanya membuat saya jadi individu yang semakin buruk dengan menjudge seseorang dari apa yang di uploadnya but also I feel pain behind what are they upload. So it's better for me not to see any of that.
Second, the comparison between myself and other people. I have this competitive thing that always burned me to death. I always compare myself to everyone. I feel sorry for myself, so I said "hey self. This immature thing has to stop right now. You don't deserve this, it's better for us to keep everything as a complete story on Blog". Now I am watching people doing their activity, doing their own business with their own thought, their own perspective. Suddenly I realize, even someone you think you know the most has their own thought, their own secret, their own life.. And in the end, just each of us can help ourself. Because the one that has responsibility to our life is ourself.
Third, recently I've been cut off one by one burden that feel so heavy to carry on, termasuk salah satunya adalah menghapus Path account. I am right now focused on my career, family, and bestfriend. Oh, and traveling I guess ;)
Saya tidak menyesal baru menyadari ini setelah 600-an moments on Path.
It takes one moment to anything in your life, right?
-singing Human by Christina Perri-
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